Wednesday, August 4, 2010


There are nights when I go to bed angry about what's happened or discouraged about my life but I'm thankful that tonight isn't one of those nights. Owen is sleeping soundly, Jonathan is on his way home from band practice and our dog Buck is snoring at the foot of our bed. I don't have anything quite figured out- house cleaning, how to keep a 5 month old occupied and properly stimulated, how to make some extra bucks on the side while I stay home with our son, how to feel sexy when my clothes are covered with spit-up...but there's so much joy in my heart tonight. I'm falling forward...making lots of mistakes, but learning so much!